Exactly one week ago I lost my best friend, my soul-mate, my everything; Joe. He was taken out of this world by a random act of violence in New Orleans while serving in AmeriCorps NCCC.
Joe was everything I wanted in a man and more. He was sexy, funny, compassionate, forgiving, generous, respectful and every other good quality imaginable.
He treated me like an absolute princess, every single day.
He would find me in the hall after a shower and tell me how beautiful he thought I was.
On the very last night we spent together, we were laying in bed and he was telling me all the things he liked about me. Me, being my insecure self, disagreed, and he got upset. Then he pulled me to the mirror and showed me how beautiful I am.
Anytime I was in a bad mood, he would hold me and tell me that everything would be alright because he would take care of it, and he did.
He constantly stood up for me when someone would say anything but nice things to me, even if they were joking.
He was an amazing kisser.
His personality was so huge and happy, everyone knew him and everyone loved him.
On cold nights, he would rather wear nothing than watch me shiver.
All if these things, AND MORE, I learned after only knowing him for a couple of days. We may have only known each other for 2 months, but it didn't matter. We cared about each other more than anyone else. Whenever I was with him, I was filled with happiness. The way he looked at me melted me. I loved him with every ounce of my being, and I just wish I could tell him that again.
I'm so grateful to have so many beautiful memories with Joe.
He made my life a living fairy tale. A fairy tale that should have continued.
I miss him more every day. But I know that he is being taken care of wherever he is, because he deserves it more than anyone I know. Joe touched the life of everyone he met and I know he is being missed by thousands.


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