I hope this is just a stage.

I miss everything and everyone. Growing up is really hard and I just want to pause it.
I miss people I didn't ever think I would even miss.
I miss always having something to do on a Friday night.
I miss good morning texts.
I miss singing in choir.
I miss voice lessons.
I miss seeing my friends at school everyday.
I miss spontaneous acts.
I miss talking to someone all the time.
I miss jamming out to music in our cars.
I miss going to the park.
I miss talking to humans.
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I miss it all.

I guess my life just needs something new so I have nothing to miss.
Because as I am now, I don't like it.
My mom is worried that I am really super depressed.
And, I am too.
I just want someone to miss me back.
Please?